Tag Archive | Explicit Language

Soothing Saturday…

I couldn’t ask for a more beautiful Saturday morning…temps down to 55 degrees this morning…it’s only supposed to get up in the mid to high 80s…such a welcome respite from the scorching temps of August.

I’m thoroughly exhausted!!! Brain and body tired this morning…I slept in, sitting here sitting my cup of coffee after installing a new keyboard…I liked the one I got myself for the office so much, I decided to get another for here at home…amazing how much better my hands and fingers feel on a keyboard that allows my fingers to fly!!! There’s a built-in wrist rest which is amazing…while I don’t usually rest my wrists at the bottom of the keyboard on the desk or various apparatus, I have found that this supports rather than allows poor hand posture while typing.

I was VERY overwhelmed yesterday at work…a Federal filing which should have taken me about 20 to 30-minutes, headed up taking all damned morning!!! I felt so freaking incompetent!!! The attorney was very patient and appreciated how I stuck to the project…seriously, I’m not that incompetent!!!

I was able to enjoy a late lunch with my lunch buddy…it was a glorious day to be out and walking to our luncheon destination…we even sat outside on a little make-shift patio.

We got caught up…she mentioned that my former cube-mate requested that I bring a book back that I had borrowed from her months ago…that pissed me off…if the gal needed it so badly to pass on to someone else, why hadn’t she called or texted me to bring it back rather than passing it on through a friend…what a chicken-shit gal my former co-worker is…I kept my mouth shut and told my lunch buddy to tell the gal I would bring it and send it back with her next Friday. When I got back to the office, I sent the gal a text telling her I would bring it back next week and that she could have texted or called me if she needed it sooner than later…freaking lame!!! She responded that she hadn’t thought about it until someone mentioned I was working downtown again…seriously? Are you so full of shit you can’t be civil????

The office had pretty much cleared out of the attorneys by 4:00 p.m. so I turned on my iPod on my phone and tackled time entries…then, a phone call came through for one of my attorneys…I answered and low and behold it was the main attorney I worked for at the former office. After she had asked about whether or not the attorney she wanted to talk to was in, I informed her that it was me…she congratulated me and went on and on…we chatted for a little while, then she said she would catch the attorney next week. She congratulated me on the job again…I hung up and sat there. I got angry all over again, hurt, frustrated because there I sat in a job that I’m more than qualified for but no health insurance…I loved my former job…I loved working for that firm…the harder I tried to put it out of my head and return to the task at hand, the more I resented where I was at and the job I now hold.

To add insult to injury…at the end of the day, I walked out with the remaining, long-term gal…she had lunch with one of her best friends that works at my former firm…get this, her friend is the floater gal that got to stay employed at the firm even though her attorney didn’t want her sitting for him any more…she was allowed to go back into the floater pool. I was polite and didn’t indicate that I had no use for her friend…after all, her friend remains employed there with all the incredible health benefits and 401k contribution and such and there I am, now one of this gal’s co-workers at a no health insurance law firm…dear gawd, is this deal going to haunt me forever???? I have a feeling it’s only going to haunt me as long as I work in the downtown area…better yet, as long as I remain employed in the legal profession!!!!

While I am grateful to have a job…I am frustrated that it is what it is…such is life…I found myself really tired, emotionally spent last night…I found myself using the “hate” word with my former cube-mate…such a spineless, fat bitch!!!

Okay, enough…though the frustration continued last night when I attempted to purchase the pay-for-view OU game for this evening. It seems that I have the VERY basic cable TV connection that does not allow me to buy pay-for-view shows!!! WTF?????? For an additional $50.00 a month, I can have the little cable box feature that allows me to purchase PPV shows and telecasts…thanks, but NO, THANKS!!! I only want to watch an OU game once in a while when they are not televised otherwise…I don’t really want to go and hang out in a sports bar, but I may just have to see which ones have the game…or simply listen to it on the radio like I used to do before OU was on TV throughout most of the football season. How crazy is all that????? I swear, I HATE COX CABLE!!!! If I could find another TV and internet provider that could match what I have and make it even better and lower price, I would be on it!!! You know, I have now printed off my Cox bill and will carry it with so when those guys for the other companies are in Sam’s ask if I have cable or satellite, I can have them show me how much money they are going to save me for the same features I already have with COX!!!

Okay, this post sounds more like a Liza Rant rather than just sharing how wonderful the morning is dawning…it sounds like someone is having some sort of emotional bowel movement!!!

Time to get another cup of coffee…I really am planning on enjoying the long, holiday weekend!!!

How Would You Like To Come/Cum Over And…

Strip naked at the door…get down on your knees, come closer…I spread my legs so you can view my freshly shaved, smooth pussy, which is glistening from my wetness…I lean back in my red leather chair, placing my feet on the edges of the coffee table just over each of your shoulders…that’s it, lick that pussy, kiss that pussy…doesn’t that pussy taste good?

I reach to your head and run my fingers through your hair assessing just how much of your hair I can get in my fingers…that’s it Baby, flick your tongue in feathery licks upon my tiny, little sensitive clit…that’s it, every so gentle with your tongue…no, I don’t like it hard and rough…I’m way TOOOO sensitive for you to move your tough too roughly on my little clitty…

That’s it…yes, run your tongue up and down my hot, wet slit…dip your tongue in my womanly depths…that’s it…oh, yes, tongue fuck my pussy…worship that pussy!!!

Now, insert two fingers into my hot, honey hole…get the tip of your tongue back on my little clitty…now, feathery flicks while you move your fingers in a “come hither” motion…oh yeah, that’s the spot…that’s it Baby…Oh, yes, can you feel my muscles starting to contract around your fingers? Yes, yes…oh, yeah, that’s it…

And there I am, tumbling over that cliff into the waves of my ecstasy…I cum hard, pushing your head away…you struggle to try and keep your mouth on my pussy, but I won’t have it, I push you away…no more touching of the super, sensitive pussy!!!

You sit back on your heels, your cock fully erect and leaking pre-cum from the eye…I let the waves of ecstasy subside and then I order you to lay across the yoga mat I placed on the coffee table…lay on your back, I instruct…your erection standing at full attention, almost waving at me in anticipation of what I’m about to do to it…

I take the bottle of lubricant on the end table and pour a good amount on my hands. Now, I will work my magic on you…on your cock…I begin your cock massage, slowly and gently…increasing the pressure of my hands on your shaft…wringing my hands in opposite directions, then up and down…the muscles in your legs begin to contract…you’re starting to feel how fabulous my cock massage is as I increase the motion of my hands…I tell you to close your eyes and concentrate on your breathing…breath through your nose…close your mouth…concentrate on how your cock feels, how do my hands feel on your cock…oh yes, that feels really good, doesn’t it?

I continue to work on your cock…increasing my speed and then slowing down…before long your hips are beginning to move, you’re starting to move up into the stroke of my hands…I pour some more lubricant on your cock…continuously keeping at least one hand on your cock at all times…you’re starting to get into the rhythm of my hands…my strokes…I squeeze my hands a little tighter around your shaft…then release…I watch your body as I work on your cock…I cup your balls with one hand, massaging your balls, then back up to your cock…then letting go of your cock and massaging your abdomen just above your cock and balls…then down around your inner thighs, cupping your balls again and then back to your cock…I continue this motion a little longer as your hips start to rise a bit more off of the coffee table…

I spend a while longer working on your cock and you start really bucking up into my hands…you’re getting closer to your own orgasm…your breathing becomes more jagged, your trying to hold back but I keep on taking you farther…you’re getting close to the point of no return…

You gasp that you’re getting close…I laugh…and move my hands faster in a wringing motion around the shaft and then a quick up and down motion…faster, faster…you can’t control your hips, you’re doing your best to fuck my hands…and suddenly, you scream and your cock begins shooting the cum load…I aim your cock at your chest so you get a good covering of your jism…I squeeze hard on your shaft, making sure I get every last drop from your balls…you’re hollering and screaming, all caught up in your orgasm. I watch your spasming cock as the last drops ooze out of the eye of your cock before I let it go…

I let you lay there a minute, then I go and get a warm wash cloth, I clean you up and then show you to the bathroom…
“Clean yourself up, then you may leave,” I tell you. You do as you’re instructed…you quickly dress and stop at the door…
“Yes?” I ask.
“Thank you, Mistress,” as you head out the door.

Tuesday…

I’m trying to get awake enough to get around and make it to my second day on the new job.  I really can’t say if I like the job or not…it doesn’t seem too much for me other than it was really weird being in a different office across from my old firm…

Chaos pretty much reigned over the new firm yesterday and trying to figure out how I fit into it all…I don’t know, I was overwhelmed with the newness of everything…

Then I went to my first evening of the new walking group session…I hadn’t hydrated properly so I felt like shit…even though I kept up with the 16:10 mile pace…I still feel like hammered shit this morning and I know it’s because I pushed too hard, too soon.  I did find out that I should stick to the downtown group rather than the group out by my house…the 5:00 p.m. traffic is horrendous and that added to the harried state of mind I was in when I got to the starting point.  So, I’m going to wait until Thursday and go to the downtown group and see if it work better for me…not having to rush home to change and then out to the store where we start was just too much mentally for me…especially yesterday, the first day on the job.

So, verdict is out…I think I’ll be able to handle the desk…I’m still trying to figure out if I can afford to work at this firm because of the health insurance plan…it’s one of those health savings’ accounts and right now, it isn’t looking good with regard to being able to afford my arthritis medication on this plan…I may be looking for another job if this is the case…but I’m wondering, how many other businesses are having to cut way back on their health insurance benefits in order to afford anything at all?

It will be a stressful day because today is the last day for the gal that is retiring and whose place I’m taking.  She’s been with the attorney for 26-years…she’s very nice, a difficult person to follow, but I think I can do it…we’ll see…like I said, the verdict is still out.

Time to finish my coffee and start thinking about betting into the shower.  Have a great Tuesday, which is also the last day of the month…for some folks, this might even be a pay-day!!!

Saturday…

Wow, Summer is almost over…well, not “officially” until late in September.  I’ve noticed over the last couple of weeks that the big stores are already putting out the Halloween candy!!!  School supplies were put out back in the middle of July…the department stores started putting out the school clothes and Fall wear in mid-July…the “end of summer” sales events are happening at my favorite department stores, this weekend being the last of 70% off with an addition 30% off…

It is time to start thinking about football, both college and professional…I’ve actually been watching more NFL football during this preseason due to so many OU football players having gone so high in the Pro-Football drafts back earlier this summer.  Of course, I’m following the OU product, Sam Bradford, but other notable stars from OU would be Adrien Peterson who has made his way into the NFL with great success…of course, I’m anxiously anticipating what will be of my Oklahoma Sooners!!!

I’m bracing myself for my new job, which I start on Monday.  I’m doing my best to embrace the situation…it feels so weird going into a new office environment.  I do get the impression that this firm is excited about me coming on board…I’m anxious about living up to their expectations…while on the other hand, I know good and well I’ll be able to handle the work…it will be a lot different I know, but I’m keying towards a “good” different.

I’ll get to still make luncheon plans with my former lunch buddy since I’ll be in downtown Tulsa again…it’s just the beginning of a new chapter in my life…life marches on and I’m back on-board.

I’m trying to decide which walking training group I’m going to join this Fall…the session starts this next week…I am going to make myself stay in the groove and get back on track with my health and exercise.  I don’t know if I’ll do the Tulsa Run as a whole, but there is a 5k timed run/walk available that I could sign up for…I’m just not in a good place in my training…with the race at the end of October, I would really have to step it up and bust my ample ass…not a bad thing, but good grief, can I whip this old, chunky body into good enough shape to finish in a timely manner?

Naughty and nasty…I’ve enjoyed a good session every now and then…just haven’t had my head (or pussy) in the game lately…the older I get, the more difficult it is to separate myself from what is going on in my “real” world to what is happening in my imagination, as well as helping make sexual fantasies come/cum true.  I’m getting back to a good place in my sexual thoughts…just not back up to the full throttle I once exhibited.

Time for another cup of coffee and start on a couple of projects I’ve got going this weekend…it is the last Saturday of August and my “stay-cation!”

Busy Thursday…

I am LOVING this cooler weather.  I stayed out all day yesterday getting the yard work done, then cleaned all the gutters around the house…the pine tree needles were taking over the northeast corner of my roof and guttering…swept up the leaves and more pine needles on my patio…I gave myself quite a work-out by the time I stopped to come in and shower before Big Brother 12 started at 7:00 p.m.

I’m a little sore this morning…but it’s that good kind of sore where you know you worked hard and pushed your body to get things done.

I’ve kicked into full busy mode…time to get as much done on my project list before heading back into the office on Monday.  I wouldn’t say that I’m necessarily relieved I made a decision about going back to work in a law office…it simply was a decision that had to be made and the reality that I can’t pay bills while I’m on unemployment benefits…so, time to get back into the rat race.

I will admit, getting back into a routine will be good for me to…all this “leisure” time during my “stay-cation”…is driving me nuts!!!  I’ve kept pretty busy jumping through all the hoops getting forms filled out and applying for jobs, unemployment benefits and such on-line…that’s the beauty of things these days, everything can be done on the computer, at home, while you sit and sip on your coffee!!

I talked to the co-worker-from-hell last night…yes, I’ve actually stayed in contact with her…hey, how am I supposed to find out all the former office gossip?  It’s always great to hear about it and what’s going on…but more than that, I’ve stayed in contact with her because we more or less buried the hatchet before I left.  Her parents and step-parents are all about the same age as my parents were…they are all in ill-health and since her sister over-dosed a few years back, she’s the only child now and it has been dumped on her to take care of these folks…mostly by long distance as both parents and their spouses live a couple of days away in opposite directions…her mother has Alzheimer’s and that in and of itself is a horrible deal.

So, I befriended the co-worker-from-hell before I left…I feel so bad for her and her parent situation…I keep in touch with her to let her know that even though we had our differences, I appreciate her friendship.  She just got back from visiting her mother again last week and basically, made herself sick over the visit.  I can’t even imagine what it would be like to have your own mother not know who you are…so, after she told me about her mother, we talked about me having made a decision and going back to work next week.  She’s been keeping a low profile at the office more out of fear of loosing her job, which I assured her, if she hasn’t lost her job by now, she won’t be loosing her job.  I can’t say that I blame her…the folks that I thought were my friends, were really my enemies…my cube-mate has been keeping a lower profile…with me gone, she’s much more out there and I’m sure her bad habits are more blatant than ever…coupled with having the younger gal sitting next to her…I’m sure her life is a little more scrutinized…anyway, it was good to get caught up on things.  I assured her I was better off and that I would be making more money at the new job…the raise I didn’t get back in April when I was put on employment probation.

Today, I’ve got a myriad of things to get done before settling down this evening to watch the double-eviction Big Brother episode tonight.

I’m looking forward to a session I have scheduled later this morning…I’m looking forward to having my pussy licked and tended to…of course, after I’ve shaved it all nice and smooth…which reminds me, I need to get back with a couple of my regular guys and see if they want to come/cum by for a visit this weekend…

So much to do, so little time to get it all done!!!

Time for another cup of coffee before getting busy!!!!

Impure Thoughts…

I keep having thoughts of bending a guy over some sort of device that allows his cock and balls to hang free but gives me complete and total access to his asshole…sometimes the hands and feet are securely bound so there is no interference and I am free to do as I want…(is there any other way?????  =))!)!!!

This scene takes on various twists and turns in that sometimes I am able to adjust the height so I can fuck this “helpless” man with my strap-on dildo…I take my time playing with his cock and balls, which again, the man is unable to do anything but be the object of my attention and torture…

I do take great pleasure in taking my time, lubing up the man’s asshole…inserting a surgical-gloved finger into his tight, spasmsing hole…inserting first one finger, then two…always using more and more lubricant…then three fingers…spreading him wider, allowing his muscles to contract and relax…

I instruct my “victim” to breathe…then squeeze my fingers as hard as he can, then relax…working yet another finger (four fingers, now)…how far should I go???? Shall I see if I can insert my whole had?  A little fisting???  WOW!!!!

Okay, so, sometimes I get my whole hand into the guy’s manpussy…sometimes I stop at a couple of fingers and switch to using my various sizes of butt plus and dildos…just depends on the mood I’m in and how far I want this “taking” to go…

I am fascinated how one man can remain erect during this conversion process and some couldn’t remain hard if his life depended on it!!!!

Yes, I’m having impure thoughts of late…

It’s Friday!!!

If I didn’t get the newspaper on the weekends and actually watch the local news once a day, I probably wouldn’t know it was Friday.  It’s Friday…the end of another week of my vacation from the work force.

Yesterday was filled with getting things done on the to-do list.  I read where Southern Agriculture does dog and cat vaccinations at a dramatically reduced rate on “clinic” days…which the closet store near me had a clinic yesterday afternoon.  So, I hauled my little dogs, which the two dogs come to 19-lbs.  We got all their shots and a doggy treat for half the price of just one dog at the vet.  I was pretty tickled with myself…now my “boyz” are street legal…not that they get to go out in the street or on the street…nevertheless, they have their rabies tags.  I’m thinking I will haul the cat over there next week and get her shots…

I’ve about got all my forms filled out to send off to the drug company to see if I qualify for free arthritis medication.  I took the form by for the doctor to sign off on yesterday afternoon…they will call me when it’s ready and I’ll go by and get it and then get all the forms in the packet mailed off.

Other than maybe attempting some yard work later today…not much going on.  I didn’t get any calls yesterday to come and interview or with a job offer.  It felt pretty weird since I seemed to be on a roll on Wednesday…I’m hopeful that I’ll hear from one or both of the other two offices…this unemployment situation as definitely been a lesson in patience.  I thought I would be regretting my decision to turn down the firm offer from Tuesday…but I don’t.

I did get a little pissy last night when I received an e-mail from a guy that I had a brief e-mail exchange with back around July 25th.  He asked me to send a face pic…I did, then I didn’t hear anything back from him…so, my guess my face pic scared him off.  Last night, I got a note from him that said he had been away from the computer for the past week but was back and was hoping to catch me on the YIM.

Seriously?  He thought it had only been a week since we last e-mailed?  Surely he doesn’t think I’m that stupid…or desperate?  The reality, I lost complete interest when I didn’t hear back from him within 24-hours…you snooze, you loose as far as I’m concerned.  I sent him a note back pointing out that I didn’t realize a week lasted 3-weeks now and that thanks, but I’m no longer interested.  Seriously, who sends a note 3-weeks later he’s been gone a week and let’s pick up where we left off??????

Well, time for another cup of coffee and to embrace the day ahead…it’s supposed to be another scorcher before the possibility of storms move in later this evening…have a great Friday and an even better weekend!!!