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2014

Happy New Year!!!! Welcome 2014!!! It is a bitter cold Sunday afternoon here in Ttown. I’ve been doing a lot of thinking today as I set about tackling various projects around the house.

I went back and read some of my posts since I started posting on WordPress and I have to admit, I’ve come a long way from when I first started posting and sharing what goes on in my life. I feel that I can and have “matured” some more since the first posts. I have to laugh at how jaded I think of myself when it comes to sex and my sexual playing preferences.
I also think of how sarcastic I’ve become in other areas of my life due to the personal interactions I’ve had over the past five years. There was a time when I would eagerly share the sexual goings on and now, I don’t share a thing with anyone due to the betrayal of a few people that I trusted to be my “friends.”

The frustrating part is how these so-called friends have impacted my professional or work life. I feel as though I’m stuck in a work-place rut having to work for a crazy, passive-aggressive, insecure, high maintenance female boss at a office that is suffering mightily financially, which means I’ll never get a raise in income any time in the near future. I find myself trying to keep from panicking that I’ll be stuck right where I am at this day job. I’m trying not to give up hope. I realize that this is a life lesson, though I’m trying to figure out what life lesson it is that I’m learning right now!! lol

Sex…what sex???? Okay, so I do still see one, old submissive guy. He can’t get a full-blown erection and the semi-erection he can get is only achievable when he gives himself a penile injection. Just writing about the penile injection turns me on…yep, the sexually, sadistic side of me is still very much alive and well!!! Nevertheless, I haven’t been as interested in sessioning “least favorite submissive” a/k/a sub j, as I have been.

Health-wise, I consider myself fat and sassy. I am overweight. I am continually working on loosing weight and becoming healthier. The trick is finding what will work for me and the health issues I have. I’ll figure it out, it’s just going to take time and patience on my part.

Sex. I want and need more sex. Though I will say, I am enjoying The Masturbation Club sessions. Engaging in a group masturbation environment seems to be fulfilling my sexual expectations for the time being. I like knowing that there are people watching me masturbate and I get to enjoy watching other people self-pleasure themselves. I like to think of this situation as being very safe-sex aware!! There are also the possibilities of finding someone to engage in some one-on-one or group sex playtimes in the future. Which reminds me, maybe I need to do some posts about my past year discovery of The Masturbation Club!!

Welcome 2014!!!

Friday Night Session With Least Favorite Submissive

The scene went well. least favorite submissive showed up in his black lace bra with cloth tit inserts, no underwear/shorts as he walked up from his car to my patio. lfs also had the butt plug I had ordered him to go and buy and insert before coming to our session. He put duct tape over it to keep it inserted as I told him he would be severely punished if the plug came out.

I dressed in one of my see through cover-ups, a pair of my red sexy high-heeled sandals and one of my strap-on dildos. I waited on the patio where he couldn’t see me until he was up on the patio. He was so nervous, it was great!!! He immediately went down on his knees while yanking on his freshly shaved cock and balls until I told him to get up and follow me into my bedroom through the sliding doors on my patio.

Once inside I had lfs get down on his knees again and kiss the dildo and then my sandals and feet. I then had him stand up for his physical inspection, which I kept pushing on the butt plug through the duct tape. I then had him show me what a cock-sucking whore he is by kissing, licking and sucking on my rubber cock. When I tired of that I laid back on the bed and had him worship my feet licking and kissing my high-heeled sandals and then removing them and massages, kissing, licking and sucking on my toes. My pussy was dripping wet and he begged me to let him lick my pussy but I wanted to push him a little more before granting him the reward of licking my pussy.

I had lfs get up on my bed on all fours and then I yanked each strip of the duct tape from off of his ass crack until the butt plug was revealed. He was whimpering and whining how much it hurt which led to a good bare hand spanking. I LOVE leaving my hand print on a submissive male’s ass cheeks. Then I pulled the butt plug out and put a condom on my strap-on dildo and climbed up on the bed behind him and put the head of my rubber cock to the opening of his man pussy. He whimpered that he was scared because the dildo was much larger than he remembered and he wasn’t sure it wouldn’t hurt going in. I told him I didn’t care if it hurt that he was going to take my cock regardless…that I would rip his asshole open if that’s what I wanted to do. I took the bottle of lube and let it drip down his ass crack and rubbed it into his asshole with my finger and then began to insert the dildo into his manpussy, slowly but deliberately. He kept pushing back on it and soon the dildo was half-way into him…I reached around and started jerking on his cock while I pushed in further. He was soon begging me to fuck him like the bitch in heat that he was…he was moving in and out on the dildo and I found it quite entertaining to watch him push back on my rubber cock wanting more and more of it all the while whining about how much it hurt but he wanted Mistress to fuck him.

When I tired of fucking him I then took one of my vibrating eggs and replaced my rubber cock with the vibrating egg in his asshole. This vibrating egg is on a wire so I can easily retrieve it from his anal canal. I turned it on high while I took off my cover-up and strap-on. Then I ordered him to get up and kiss and lick my feet again and then work his way up to my pussy.

lfs licked my pussy like I love to have it licked, very feathery soft flicks of the clit and licking up and down my dripping pussy lips…whenever he would hesitate or brush his tongue wrong I would reach over and slap his semi-erect cock and then grab his balls and pull as hard as I could…I love the struggle he has to keep licking my pussy when I’m torturing his cock…

I decided to have lfs sit in one of my bedroom chairs that is just the right height when he pulls it up to my bed and pleasure my pussy with his mouth and tongue until I gave in to my orgasm and came all over his face. He said I must have given him a gallon of pussy juice when I came, he said I was just flowing with orgasmic fluids which he gladly drank until I pushed his face away when I became too sensitive after a fabulous full body orgasm. I came good and hard, my whole body convulsing in wave after wave of orgasmic bliss.

I then dismissed lfs, sending him on his way. I was so ready for bed after that fantastic stress reliever and it didn’t take me long to drift off to sleep.

How Would You Like To Come/Cum Over And…

Strip naked at the door…get down on your knees, come closer…I spread my legs so you can view my freshly shaved, smooth pussy, which is glistening from my wetness…I lean back in my red leather chair, placing my feet on the edges of the coffee table just over each of your shoulders…that’s it, lick that pussy, kiss that pussy…doesn’t that pussy taste good?

I reach to your head and run my fingers through your hair assessing just how much of your hair I can get in my fingers…that’s it Baby, flick your tongue in feathery licks upon my tiny, little sensitive clit…that’s it, every so gentle with your tongue…no, I don’t like it hard and rough…I’m way TOOOO sensitive for you to move your tough too roughly on my little clitty…

That’s it…yes, run your tongue up and down my hot, wet slit…dip your tongue in my womanly depths…that’s it…oh, yes, tongue fuck my pussy…worship that pussy!!!

Now, insert two fingers into my hot, honey hole…get the tip of your tongue back on my little clitty…now, feathery flicks while you move your fingers in a “come hither” motion…oh yeah, that’s the spot…that’s it Baby…Oh, yes, can you feel my muscles starting to contract around your fingers? Yes, yes…oh, yeah, that’s it…

And there I am, tumbling over that cliff into the waves of my ecstasy…I cum hard, pushing your head away…you struggle to try and keep your mouth on my pussy, but I won’t have it, I push you away…no more touching of the super, sensitive pussy!!!

You sit back on your heels, your cock fully erect and leaking pre-cum from the eye…I let the waves of ecstasy subside and then I order you to lay across the yoga mat I placed on the coffee table…lay on your back, I instruct…your erection standing at full attention, almost waving at me in anticipation of what I’m about to do to it…

I take the bottle of lubricant on the end table and pour a good amount on my hands. Now, I will work my magic on you…on your cock…I begin your cock massage, slowly and gently…increasing the pressure of my hands on your shaft…wringing my hands in opposite directions, then up and down…the muscles in your legs begin to contract…you’re starting to feel how fabulous my cock massage is as I increase the motion of my hands…I tell you to close your eyes and concentrate on your breathing…breath through your nose…close your mouth…concentrate on how your cock feels, how do my hands feel on your cock…oh yes, that feels really good, doesn’t it?

I continue to work on your cock…increasing my speed and then slowing down…before long your hips are beginning to move, you’re starting to move up into the stroke of my hands…I pour some more lubricant on your cock…continuously keeping at least one hand on your cock at all times…you’re starting to get into the rhythm of my hands…my strokes…I squeeze my hands a little tighter around your shaft…then release…I watch your body as I work on your cock…I cup your balls with one hand, massaging your balls, then back up to your cock…then letting go of your cock and massaging your abdomen just above your cock and balls…then down around your inner thighs, cupping your balls again and then back to your cock…I continue this motion a little longer as your hips start to rise a bit more off of the coffee table…

I spend a while longer working on your cock and you start really bucking up into my hands…you’re getting closer to your own orgasm…your breathing becomes more jagged, your trying to hold back but I keep on taking you farther…you’re getting close to the point of no return…

You gasp that you’re getting close…I laugh…and move my hands faster in a wringing motion around the shaft and then a quick up and down motion…faster, faster…you can’t control your hips, you’re doing your best to fuck my hands…and suddenly, you scream and your cock begins shooting the cum load…I aim your cock at your chest so you get a good covering of your jism…I squeeze hard on your shaft, making sure I get every last drop from your balls…you’re hollering and screaming, all caught up in your orgasm. I watch your spasming cock as the last drops ooze out of the eye of your cock before I let it go…

I let you lay there a minute, then I go and get a warm wash cloth, I clean you up and then show you to the bathroom…
“Clean yourself up, then you may leave,” I tell you. You do as you’re instructed…you quickly dress and stop at the door…
“Yes?” I ask.
“Thank you, Mistress,” as you head out the door.

Impure Thoughts…

I keep having thoughts of bending a guy over some sort of device that allows his cock and balls to hang free but gives me complete and total access to his asshole…sometimes the hands and feet are securely bound so there is no interference and I am free to do as I want…(is there any other way?????  =))!)!!!

This scene takes on various twists and turns in that sometimes I am able to adjust the height so I can fuck this “helpless” man with my strap-on dildo…I take my time playing with his cock and balls, which again, the man is unable to do anything but be the object of my attention and torture…

I do take great pleasure in taking my time, lubing up the man’s asshole…inserting a surgical-gloved finger into his tight, spasmsing hole…inserting first one finger, then two…always using more and more lubricant…then three fingers…spreading him wider, allowing his muscles to contract and relax…

I instruct my “victim” to breathe…then squeeze my fingers as hard as he can, then relax…working yet another finger (four fingers, now)…how far should I go???? Shall I see if I can insert my whole had?  A little fisting???  WOW!!!!

Okay, so, sometimes I get my whole hand into the guy’s manpussy…sometimes I stop at a couple of fingers and switch to using my various sizes of butt plus and dildos…just depends on the mood I’m in and how far I want this “taking” to go…

I am fascinated how one man can remain erect during this conversion process and some couldn’t remain hard if his life depended on it!!!!

Yes, I’m having impure thoughts of late…

Wicked Wednesday…

Wicked, as in wickedly hot temperature wise!!! Another scorching day ahead…however, it’s nice and cool inside of my house.

I had a fabulous session last night. I disciplined the “naughty” boy by spanking his bottom, making his play with himself while I watched…then bending him over and fucking him in the ass like the little slut that he desired to be.

I made him lick my pussy like I like it licked…when he would get too rough I would swat his hard, bobbing cock with my hand instructing him to approach his licking with a more feathery tongue…some have to be told repeatedly of their transgression of licking my clit too hard.

I had a great orgasm…the release it provided was fantastic…and just as I was in the throes of the electric currents of this orgasm, the naughty boy asked if he could suck my big toe…well, that sent me into more waves of the orgasm…It was amazing how electric it was having him suck my toe while I enjoyed wave after wave of pleasure!!!

I laid there until the waves subsided and then got right to playing with his hard cock…I love taking a hard piece of cock-meat and playing with it until there is no turning back…though I do seem to know exactly when to stop, when to ease up and back off…nothing like taking the naughty boy there over and over again until I decide it is time for him to give up his load…and give up his load he did!!!!

A pleasing session…which only makes me crave more…and more I will get when I turn to session my dear subbie on Thursday morning!!!

As for Wicked Wednesday…I’m determined to finish putting the top coat on my textured walls…finishing up what texturing I have left to do and letting it set before putting the top coat on it…then putting everything back in its place…it already looks amazingly different…so soothing and relaxing.

Time for another cup of coffee and tackle the day!! Stay cool and safe in this heat!!!

Finally Friday!!!

I did it, I made it through another tough week at the office.  I was covered up busy yesterday…imagine that!!!  The main secretary of our group that has been at the firm and the head attorney of our group for 30-years took a couple of vacation days yesterday and today.  Yesterday, we had one of the temp gals of the firm, today, there will be only the three of us unless the now pregnant secretary doesn’t come in because of the sinus headache she had yesterday and left at 2:00 p.m.

Funny, but it doesn’t matter to me any more how many hours/days everyone else misses…doesn’t make any difference at this particular firm.  Perfect attendance is nothing to be proud of, you get slapped down regardless…I guess I don’t look business enough because I’m not on Facebook all day long or the office phone with personal phone calls…I simply don’t get this game they are all playing.  Easier to trump up false accusations on me than to get rid of one of the other gals.

If I hear how over-whelmed and covered up my cube-mate is, one more time, I’m going to fall in the floor laughing…if she would stay off the phone with her personal phone calls, stay off of Facebook and just pace herself, she would be amazed at how much more she would get done.  No need for me to dispense that advice, she’ll do herself in eventually.  I guess I should thank her for shoving me out of my job…I had really hoped to stay at this job for another 10 to 20-years but maybe this is a sign that there is something else out there for me to do until I can’t work any more or drop dead.

I had a GREAT session with my dear subbie…he is so responsive when I command him to do various nasty acts…assume nasty, humiliating positions.  I had received several e-mails from him over the past week, dear subbie sharing his thoughts on previous sessions…he had a particular interest in Mistress using her paddle that when applied correctly to the ass cheeks, puts the word BITCH in a nice glowing red on the fair ass skin!!!  The pics didn’t turn out as well as I would like, I took them with my iPhone…oh well, I enjoyed the imprint of bitch on dear subbie’s ass cheeks throughout our session.

Dear subbie was delightful and when I commanded him to eat my pussy, he did such a fine job.  I didn’t realize how “in need” of a complete body orgasm I was, until I finally fell off the cliff into wave after body shaking wave of orgasmic bliss!!!  I felt the stress of my life just break away…it was one of those incredible experiences that sneak up on me…thank you, dear subbie…Mistress needed that stress relief so badly!!!!

So, Friday takes us into a long, holiday weekend…nothing planned, pretty much of the same thing I’ve been enduring for the past couple of weekends.  I’m simply not in a good place to socialize…I feel more like hibernating, which reminds me of the times I’ve gone through a similar depression…I tend to pull back from everyone and gather myself…it will pass, it always does and come the middle of August, I’ll be back to my crazy, over-sexed self.

Time to hit the shower and get Friday underway.  I’m helping my cube-mate pull off a 40th birthday celebration for her main attorney.  I haven’t done much other than went and got the cake, the giant 4-0 balloons and a card.  I did tell her who to include in the calls and e-mails about the surprise celebration.  Her attorney’s birthday is really Sunday, a 4th of July baby, but since we won’t be in the office until Tuesday, I thought today would make it a fun day to help her start the weekend celebration.  I like the attorney, she’s a real go-getter and has an incredible client base.  I wish I could have been her secretary, I just think I would have been much more suited for her needs, but they put my cube-mate on that assignment…now, if the cube-mate can pull her head out of her ass and dig into that work, she will probably have a job at the firm until she’s my age.  But my instinct tells me my cube-mate can’t maintain a decent work decorum for that long…another couple of years, if that long and my cube-mate will be out of this firm.  I could be wrong, she might surprise me…but there’s going to come a time when someone isn’t going to want to endure the drama of that gal and out she will go!!!

Okay, I’ve lingered long enough…have a great Friday and a great weekend!!!

Thursday…

Thursday is the first day of July, over the hump day of the work week…one of my busiest work days of the work week…AND I have a naughty, nasty fun session set this evening with my dear subbie!!!

I got a good night’s sleep for once…I didn’t wake up several times in a panic or from having a bad dream…I’m sure those things will return, but I’m a bit more calm this morning…it’s just the lull before the bigger storm coming at the end of July…but that’s okay.  I know what to expect and I can gear up for things now.

I’m hopeful, but not too far out there…I’m a realist and I’m going to have to get even more pro-active in everything to make things work in my life…but now, now I am able to see a little further down the road of life.

Things seem to have calmed a bit at the office…I didn’t tell my cube-mate that I got the small firm job offer and turned it down…I figured the employment placement gal will be in touch with my cube-mate since there’s a commission that both of them lost over my decline of the offer…I’ve got to do what is best for me, not what everyone else thinks and wants for me…I’ve got to think and want it!!!!

My goal is to go in, do my job, stay out of the office drama as much as I possibly can and go home each evening knowing I did my best and it wasn’t good enough to be able to stay…I’m okay with that…those folks will never be pleased…funny, but I’m working on a very complicated and tedious project right now with my main attorney and no one blinked an eye or raised a brow that I was the secretary working on this Appellate Brief…crazy, simply crazy!!!!

Time to hit the shower and get the day moving along!!!  Can’t wait to paddle dear subbie’s ass cheeks this evening…I do love to see how hard my cock meat gets when I touch it and play with it, using it as my live sex toy!!!!

Have a great day/evening…I intend, to.