Expectations Too High????


I made a discovery today about a man that I’ve been e-mailing with that he has not paid attention to any of the details of my exchange with him.  Little things mean a lot to me, especially in the initial correspondence exchange…if I share intimate details of what’s going on in my life, I expect you to read and at least, make an attempt to reference such in future exchanges…

I’ve been loosing interest little by little…it is the little things that aren’t sitting right with me…while I can and will make time for a man if he REALLY interests me…if he doesn’t show a bit more interest to the details I share with him…well, let’s just say he eliminated himself from being Valentine’s evening worthy…in other words, I’ve about lost interest in wanting to meet this guy face-to-face…he showed way too much interest in me having a gal pal that I would/could share with him…but not on our first meeting…while I’m about as open-minded sexually as any woman he will ever meet, I’m simply not interested in making my first face-to-face meeting with him a 3-way sex share deal…what would he have to look forward to at future get togethers if he got the utlimate experience the first time out?????

I don’t want to have to walk on egg shells if I want a drink…he’s a recovering alcoholic, which I respect…but if I want a little Khualua in my coffee to take the night chill off, I don’t want to have to worry about him falling off the wagon because I enjoy a drink once in a great while…

I don’t know, I’ve started picking at the little things that just aren’t sitting well with me in our initial exchange…I don’t want to reveal too much of myself because I don’t think he’s all that interested in knowing the little things about me that make me tick, make me unique…and then there are all the kinky proclivities that for some reason or another, I simply don’t want to share with him…what few little adventures I’ve shared with him that I’ve written…well, the responses have been the same and basically he’s excited to think that he can “send me off” to be with another man or other men and come back to him for him to enjoy the sloppy afters…for some reason, that’s just not making me feel all warm and fuzzy!!!

I think I set my expectations too high…but that’s me.  I settled several times in my life, I’m not going to do that as I get older…such is life…we will see.

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