So, I’ve had a day and a weekend to reflect on the situation at the office. I honestly don’t know what to think or how to feel going into these next 90-days. I’m fighting back the terror and panic that I feel about loosing my job…is this the beginning of the end? Should I start looking for another job as several people have suggested?
I’m still going through the emotional cycles of this situation…I have a feeling this cycling isn’t going to ease up any time soon…so, I’m trying to find a way to deal with it…trying to find a way to put it all into it’s place…I did start updating my resume…and I’m at a point where I’m just not sure I want to continue on in the legal profession.
My sister mentioned that this might be a time to make a complete and total change in my career. I contemplated making a change when the threats of the co-worker-from-hell was happening when my mom died a little over 2-years ago…things settled down at the office, or so I thought, and the situation got better with the co-worker-from-hell and her attorney, who I think is really behind all this trouble I’m having now, and my world settled down…at least, I thought it had.
Now, I’m finding myself fighting nausea, trying to will myself into getting around and getting to the office this morning, every morning…I really don’t want this situation to be the beginning of the end…but I can’t see how else to look at this…is it really the beginning of the end? I hate to think that the people I work with don’t want me working for them any more…I simply don’t want to work for people that have no confidence in me…
So, I’m perplexed as to how to feel about all this…I’m doing my best to think positive, but the negatives seem to out-weigh the positives by leaps and bounds.
Time to get moving along…I’ve got a busy nasty week ahead…time to get back in the saddle and ride back into Nastyville!!
I will be sessioning my extreme BDSM friend on Wednesday evening. My dear subbie has revealed a penchant for dabbling in m2m activities, which fits so well with what I want to subject my goofy-assed extreme friend to experiencing…time to humble him more and I’ve got just the right scene forming in my head!!! I’m so excited, I can hardly contain myself…my pussy gets hot and wet just thinking of all the possibilities…
Time to hit the shower…get this Monday underway…take care and take some time to reflect today…Have a good Monday.