I Made It Through The Day…


I honestly don’t know how…I found myself wanting to just sit there and cry…and then I would get angry…working through the cycle of emotions.  I told my co-worker that I was really having a difficult time dealing with the death of my dad…she didn’t know I wouldn’t be getting a raise…she doesn’t need to know I’m on 90-days probation to see if my “skills and abilities” can improve…then I would get angry, frustrated…I dug into the work in and around my desk…I ended up working on the “corrected” version of a brief that we filed on Monday…only to find all the time and energy that I put into the table of authorities and table of contents was for naught…the rules of that particular circuit court have changed…so, the brief has to be redone, citations reworded to “fit” the standards…and yet, I was told in my review that my abilities on our word program aren’t up to where they need to be, my “people” don’t have confidence in my capabilities…WTF??????  Funny, by I am working with one of my attorneys on this brief and he seems to have lots of confidence in what I’m doing…interesting, huh?

Are the higher ups trying to get rid of me?  Are the people I work for not pulling enough hours to merit my salary??  In the world of billable hours, there are so many factors that come into play…

I wish I could find a rich, nasty man to take me away from all this…I would lay naked with him on the beach and fuck all day and then all night…I would be the nasty gal he has only dreamed of…I wouldn’t have to work because his financials are such that he has all the money we need to be comfortable for the rest of our lives…what a fucking, fantasy, huh????

Reality check!!!  I’ve got to have this job until Mr. Rich and Perfect comes along…perfect in the sense that the man would love and appreciate the woman I am…okay, I know he really doesn’t exist, but sometimes a gal has to place some hope on fantasies coming true…Hell, I’ve seen plenty of movies where the gal ends up with the man of her dreams!!!  It could happen…it could…

I will admit, the best part of my day was this evening…I entertained a new friend.  He’s younger than I really enjoy, but he has a reserved enthusiasm…he’s open to exploring and experiencing what there is to experience.  I was very gentle and easy, since this was his first time…I gave him a Lingham massage and I think he really liked it!!! I know I LOVED giving it to him and then taking his orgasm from him!!!! What a powerful experience!!!  Maybe I’ll be able to sleep tonight…then again, maybe not…

Some of the stress has been relieved as my new friend ate my pussy so incredibly well…for a first time encounter, I didn’t have to guide him too much…what a wicked, tongue he has…I look forward to feeling that tongue flick my clit again…

Yes, I made it through the day…I’ll make it through the night…

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