et’s just say my bracketology this year has gone straight to Hell!! Oh well, I’m still loving watching the games…even if it is from the quiet room of my dad as we wait for the inevitable.
No, he didn’t pass on St. Patrick’s Day as we originally thought once we turned off the machines. In fact, his vitals were fairly strong for someone on the verge of being brain dead. I’m okay with this, letting the course of things happen…it may take some time but knowing he’s not in pain and is comfortable…that is enough. I hope I’m there when he takes his last breaths…but I know he’s getting good care and will pass quietly when it is time.
I have also come to terms with the fact that I can’t control the course of things…at least, up to a certain point I can and then it is out of my hands. I am learning to take it one day at a time…though it is difficult to really plan anything…yes, the state of limbo still exists to some extent for me.
But, there is the Big Dance and there have been some interesting games so far…my brackets are all whacked, but that’s okay, I didn’t have time to really study the different conferences…just quickly made my choices this morning before the 10:00 a.m. deadline.
Are you ready for the Big Dance????